The 5AM Club Is Just Insomnia With Branding
A student asked if I do the 5 a.m. club. I said I wake at 5 because anxiety is my alarm clock. She looked relieved. We read Sappho instead of a hustle podcas...
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The Tenure Clock and My Therapist Clock
Tenure packet due. My therapist says slow down. The committee says publish. Both clocks tick. Academia anxiety is not irrational. It is accurate. Professors...
Student Office Hours Felt Like Triage
Office hours. Line out the door. One student crying about grades. One about a visa. One about a professor's comment. The job is half content, half containmen...
The Only Place With No Rules
A school administrator finds seniors eating lunch in a bathroom and hears the truest thing said all year: it's the only place with no rules.
The 5 A.M. Nod
A short, sharp essay on why 5 a.m. runners don't talk — and what the silent nod between them actually means about running, sanity, and self-knowledge.
A B+ Is Not a Crisis. Your Email Is.
A school administrator reflects on a parent's complaint about a B+ grade — and what it reveals about how schools have stopped speaking honestly.