he visited bring-your-kid day. asked why i smile at work when i complain at home. out of the mouths of budget cuts. i told him performance is sometimes protection. he said that's sad. he's nine. he's not wrong. the pediatrician waiting room had a fish tank and a argument about screen time in whispers. i filled out forms with one hand. work email pulsed in my pocket like a second heartbeat i did not invite. being good at medicine does not make you immune to fear when the patient is yours. daycare sent a photo of her smiling at snack time and i stared at it longer than any rational person would. guilt is a subscription service with no cancel button. i folded tiny socks at ten pm because domestic tasks do not respect credentials. my partner is asleep already and the house is quiet in the way that means tomorrow starts early.
My Son Asked Why I Smile at Work
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My Son Asked Why I Smile at Work
He visited bring-your-kid day and asked why I smile at work when I complain at home.
Out of the mouths of budget cuts.
I told him performance is sometimes protection. He said that is sad. He is nine. He is not wrong.
Working Black mothers learn early which rooms require armor. Children see the seams anyway.
I want him to have a workplace someday that does not require a second face. I am not sure I will get that wish. I can still name it for him.
I do not need a moral. I need an honest next step. Sometimes that is rest. Sometimes it is showing up again before you feel ready.
The story continues in the body after the words stop. Shoulders lower, or they do not. Tomorrow arrives with its own list. I am still here, which is not nothing.
I do not need a moral. I need an honest next step. Sometimes that is rest. Sometimes it is showing up again before you feel ready.
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